why do i feel like nothing to you….
for the past three nights ive actually had dreams that i remember. its awful theyve all had to do with death. awful mood. i dont even wanna fucking want to try anymore i dont know why its so difficult. :( really down ugh
why do i even waste my time and fucking money this is bullshit im never right no matter what the fuck i say you can never fucking do what i ask. fuck my life feeling so miserable right now. i dont even mean to say anything terrible and i cant ever get what i want. I dont ask for much honestly
just killed 2 ppl i hate in my dream… i was scared as shit cuz i felt so bad after
